Bleach: Powder Lightener Tub by Ion
Developer: 30, 20 and 10 developer by Salone Care
Purple Shampoo: I used a generic brand purple shampoo don't remember the name but
they do sell it at Sally's which I got all my products at.
I don't know I have been so awkward when I try to take my #OOTD pictures. LOL!!
Well in better news my dad got my car running again, it still has a couple of things that it needs to get done but at least it can take me to work now.
Other than my car getting fix nothing has new happen. I am still hoping in the millions of job applications I put in that I get a call back soon for anything. God I really hope soon!!! I am so depressed for a better job. My goal has been for the last two years is to move out of our small apartment into something bigger and better.
I am praying to god that this year I can finally make it happen.
I am so in love with this makeup look that I created a couple of days ago. I even decide to film it, I will leave below the video. Since Valentine's Day is around the corner and I really loved this look it was perfect timing for that special day. This look is super affordable and most of these products can be found at Target, Dollar Tree Store, Family Dollar or Dollar General. I really hope you guys check out my channel and subscribe. I know it's a rough video and I made a lot of mistakes but I am still learning and I promise I will get better!!!
I hope to see you guys there, give it a thumbs up if you like it and leave a comment =)
What a week I had, my car broke down on me again and I missed a job interview. I'm actually posting a video on my YouTube talking about what has been going in the last couple of weeks. If you guys would like to check it out you can follow me at fashiondreamcloud.
But yea, it's not been going so well for me still. I swear I feel like if it's not one thing it's another. I feel like I can't control the domino affect that's been going on. Everyday I come home from work being afraid of tomorrow, I swear I hate that feeling. I hate not knowing when the next job opportunity will come my way, will it be next week, two weeks from now, or next month. Having to wait has been the most difficult part of this process. I just don't know anymore with so much to do.....
It's been a rough week for me between working 6 days a week and raising my little one. I've been trying to film some videos but its been really difficult. My daughter has not been wanting to take her naps and trying to film while my daughter is awake is hard. But hopefully I can this week.
I really wanted to take better pictures of my outfit but trying to take them yourself while your daughter keeps grabbing your tripod, it was a fail. So I just settle for the simple selfie ootd pictures lol =)
I'm really hoping this week I get great news. I don't know if I said this on my last post but for the last couple of months I have been trying to get my old job back. I had to redo my rehire paperwork like three times so I'm hoping third time is a charm and I can get to working again. I honestly miss my old job. I miss merchandising and the creativity I got to do there. So pray for me you guys!!!!!
As you can tell I am so awkward in these pictures. It's been a year since I last blogged and you can see it lol.
I am so insecure and you can see it. I literally don't even know where to start. So much has been going on, I have been trying to get another job, trying to move out, trying to lose weight and so much more!!!!!
This year I need to make a change for a better me. For the past year I have dealing with depression. I have been noticing for the last couple of months that it has been getting a lot worse. The last month or so I come home from work and I go straight to the bathroom and lock myself in there and cry. I can easily spend about 2 hours in the bathroom isolating myself. I let my thoughts and worries consume me and I get lost in them.
I did do a video update on my Youtube channel at fashiondreamcloud, you can follow me and subscribe because I am going to do daily videos. I am going to put the video at the end of this post. Hope you follow =)
But as I stated before this year I am going to make that change for a better me.
I been really hating my hair lately. Since I done a second bleached to my hair it's taking a while for my hair to get back into a better state. I had to trim more of my hair because the tips had alot of split ends and breakage. I have curly thick hair and having it this short for me has been a nightmare to style it. Every time I try to style it to me it looks like an umbrella =/ I can't wait for my hair to grow out!!! But in the mean time I have been thinking about trying clip on extensions. I never tried extensions but I have seen so many bloggers use them and I always love the way they look. I am going to save up for good quality extensions because for something like that it's best to go with something good.